While my little boy sleeps in his pen after a fun filled day at  daycare, I started to catch up on things that I have neglected. One of  my little joys is a blog that I follow of one my patients I took care of  a few months back. She had a beautiful little boy who was born with a  congenital defect. The proud momma started a blog for her little boy and  of course I was very interested to see how he was doing. Every couple  of days she would update us on his condition. Well after a couple of  weeks of not checking her blog I just found out that her little boy  passed away at the very young age of 6 1/2 weeks. I know it sounds lame  but reading her blog reminded me of all the time I spent with our first  little puppy at the hospital. You can never erase the memory of your  little puppy or child with a million tubes every where. She was there  and able to hold him when he took his last breath. Not only am I  extremely sad for her and her husbands loss but it just makes me wonder  why do people/pets have to suffer so much before they eventually end up  passing. Our first little pup had so many procedures, tubes and staples  that when I look back was cruel and we shouldn't have done any of it.  But I keep trying to tell myself that we had no idea of what his outcome  was going to be. Hearing her hurt and sadness come through her blog  breaks my heart and I don't wish this on my worst enemy. This blog I am  doing in memory of our little puppy that is up in puppy heaven with his  other brothers and sisters. 
Koda I was a beautiful grey and white Siberian Husky with striking blue  eyes... every complemented his icy blue eyes. You could see how much he  wanted to play even when he wasn't feeling well. He was the biggest fur  ball and you could tell he was going to take after his dad (very  woolly). Every husky has a howl, and they all sound different. His  always made me laugh, even to this day when I think of it I start to  break out in a sea of laughter. My only regret was not to have it on  video... he sounded like a rooster! I swear he must have been a rooster  in a previous life. He was the biggest cuddle bug ever and just wanted  to be held all the time! When he wasn't feeling well he would walk  around me in a circle then crawl into my lap and look up at me. He knew  he was loved and safe! When he was in the hospital everyone there was so  sweet, not only to him but to us as well. They always referred to us as  Koda's mom and dad. They went out of there way to make sure we had our  special time with him. They allowed us to see him when other facilities  would say no. He had the best doctors and vet techs taking care of him.  Even when he passed he was surrounded with people that truly cared about  him. The staff cried with him and just hugged me letting me know that  they fell in love with him as much as we have. Even to this day they  still remember him. I had to call them a month ago after we brought home  our little boy and they remembered us! 
To anyone who has a child... and yes pets are our children, just know  that life can suck sometimes. But when I look at where I am now I know I  have a sweet little puppy that we love more than anything. We still  have not forgotten our other pup, and miss him everyday!
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| The only time he ate willingly for us | 
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| He LOVED to crawl between your legs | 
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| The only picture I have with him when he is looking at the camera and I look horrid! | 
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| He was so tiny | 
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| Such a happy puppy | 
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| My favorite picture of him | 
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| This is him perky | 
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| After we brought him home from the first "hospital" | 
 
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